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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 at 12:56 AM

Why isn't things going right for me,since June NOTHING had been good in every way.

Just yesterday when i walked into school,the fucking Mr Ang caught me for my hair.OK i was sent home to get my hair cut.my hair is real short and sucky already,i didn't bother meeting Mr Seah cause he would probally be barking at me.

Ok today i went to school feeling great and again the FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT DOG-SON OF A BITCH FATHERLESS GAY(mr ang) said my hair was still long.wtf other people going pass him hair was like obviously longer then mine and he didn't catch them? why did he catch me only among the rest? ..obviously baised.
So i sent back home again,he fucking made us stand for 1hour before he let us sit in the foryer to wait till 9.45 so that he could let us go cut our hair.


haha me and Gerry went to bukitmerah to cut instead of dawson :). we had funny talks on the way there.After cutting hair then we went for breakfast at KFC.haha!

By the time we went back it was 12.08.lol lucky the sucker believed our fake story that we went to bukit merah for a free haircut at gerry aunt shop.

The 2short tails at my back are now gone,fuck %@!# :)
And guess what?..
it still wasn't school standard -.- and in the end my hair still had to be cut by him.wtf,seriously.

qtss sucks big time now...mr ang should die a early death and join his mum and tell her to cut slope together with you.


I dont know what you're thinking now. I dont know if this is another futile wait.
I dont know why you would think i would betray you in the first place,when u know i love u.
I dont know,i dont know...
I dont know why am i so dumb.

I'll play for you.


Sunday, June 28, 2009 at 4:41 AM

what have i done this time? sigh..

I'll play for you.


at 1:01 AM

School is starting again tomorrow,i wish the holidays would never end now so that i can sleep and forget everything..

Anyway I'm going to dye my hair black again today :( HAHA but I'm not going to cut my hair till i get caught :D
I think tomorrow the dog principal would probably tell us there will be a hair check soon,stupid dog,i still dont know why they have to be so strict with the hair/attire etc..AND ALL THE FUCKING PARENTS THAT STILL THINKS THE SCHOOL IS STILL NOT STRICT ENOUGH WITH THE ATTIRE,U CAN JUST GO HOME AND FUCK YOURSELF!!!.KEEP YOUR BLOODY COMMENTS TO YOURSELF AND DONT CALL THE SCHOOL TO COMPLAIN ABOUT US!.

There's nothing to look forward to going to school now.


days have passed by but I'm still thinking about you and now more than before i cant stop thinking about you.I appear to be happy but inside I'm not :( .

i dont know if i will have another chance..

I'll play for you.


Saturday, June 27, 2009 at 12:44 PM

i want to talk to you so much but someone told me not to talk to you cause u would find me irritating. :/ sigh..

I'll play for you.


Friday, June 26, 2009 at 6:36 PM

I'M soooo happy,yesterday went to bukitmerah sec to play match,although it was from 9am-6.30pm it was FUN :)
.i was surprised we actually won 3/5 schools.um the schools that went are Clementi Town sec,Sembawang sec,pasir ris crest,Milena instituite and BukitMerah(duh).

Wah for the first time I'm happy with my team,somehow they were performing decently yesterday. KAH HOE come :( cause of the H1N1 thing his mum wouldn't let him come out.
anyway the scores for the schools we playied with were

-pasir ris crest. (25-18)won (25-20)won (25-16)won =win :D

-milena .(23-25)lost (25-23) won (24-26) lost= Lost :(

-Bukitmerah .(25-17)won (21-25) lost (25-13)won=Win :D

-clementi town.(9-25)lost (20-25)lost=Got owned big time :(

-clementi town(second team). (25-20)win (20-25) lost (25-23)won= win :D

-sembawang (21-25)lost (25-16)win (25-20) win =win :D

HAHA! i counted how many blue black i had after the match,i had 11 :) wth.hahaha.



I kept check my phone hoping you would wish me luck :/ haha im such an idiot.i still miss you terribly much :(

I'll play for you.


Wednesday, June 24, 2009 at 12:20 AM

It's the third day today.
I still feel empty inside and lost.

couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday,looking at my phone every 5Min's waiting for a reply,thinking how upset u was with me again,But from the bottom of my heart i really didn't mean to.

I know u are thinking i didn't love you and u weren't important to me cause i didn't
 do certain things i should have done.BUT i really loved you alot.If there was a way to turn the clock back i wouldn't want you to leave me.now i really regret the stupid decisions i made before,im really a fucking dickhead.

I know you still think of him,but i can never be like him no mater how much u want me to change.

If im really the worest you had,i'm really sorry.All i want now is for you to be happy and not sad.I'll still be waiting for you.
I really miss you alot. :(

Load a gun.put in on my heart,fire 5 shots and kill me.shoot me in the head afterwards to make sure I'm really dead.


Tomorrow i'll be going to BukitMerah sec to have a match with some other schools.I may or may not be going,sorry team but i know i wont be able to perform tomorrow and might end up losing points.All the best.

I'll play for you.