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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 at 12:20 AM

It's the third day today.
I still feel empty inside and lost.

couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday,looking at my phone every 5Min's waiting for a reply,thinking how upset u was with me again,But from the bottom of my heart i really didn't mean to.

I know u are thinking i didn't love you and u weren't important to me cause i didn't
 do certain things i should have done.BUT i really loved you alot.If there was a way to turn the clock back i wouldn't want you to leave me.now i really regret the stupid decisions i made before,im really a fucking dickhead.

I know you still think of him,but i can never be like him no mater how much u want me to change.

If im really the worest you had,i'm really sorry.All i want now is for you to be happy and not sad.I'll still be waiting for you.
I really miss you alot. :(

Load a gun.put in on my heart,fire 5 shots and kill me.shoot me in the head afterwards to make sure I'm really dead.


Tomorrow i'll be going to BukitMerah sec to have a match with some other schools.I may or may not be going,sorry team but i know i wont be able to perform tomorrow and might end up losing points.All the best.

I'll play for you.